theUltimateDemise

discord, and a blackening intensity slips through the air sending chills and tendrils of crimson twine around our necks and mouths; extending, [AD NAUSEUM] cutting, and lifting the indiscernible difference between enthalpy and entropy (the Universe and the fine gauze of Time).

singing invisible women wading through soft water past the allée asking me to come closer shrouded in trees and leaves and wood it is night everywhere but here, pitch black but here the night is litten by an ambient ethereal glow and floating spherical lamps low among the crystal clear water in the agate sand

four quadrilateral miles of mist-covered     light poles shining through the midnight fog like     an army of frozen fireflies the road goes on forever and, well, it never stops. it never stops- I'm behind you, and you continue to drive and you fail to acknowledge my waves and my smiles I'm calling your name now, I'm practically screaming; could you even bear to hear me o'er the back-blown scream     of your own invisible struggle?

past behind me, pass behind present all concealed with lies the future darkish bitch indeed the future wants us found to feed 'eneath a sheet of phthisic sighs the future stares great beady eyes eyes of black and eyes of yellow eyes of red and white and mellow salmon tony wants a shallow sort of grave to mark the rellow relief fiend and fender melon (hall)ucinated parents yelling down the tunnel to the panic round the end of spinder-spannik curse the grave of parents' parents parents parents parent parents (ap)parently a bloody cuckold mend a curry blended muck old women cry and scream for mercy sandy children very thirsty thirsty word of

chloé was on the counter behind the sink, half veiled by the drapes when I came in with my flashlight I looked at her, and we saw eachother obscured by the midnight black at an aphelion from her wide-eyed stare I slowly approached closer, and she bared her fangs and lunged with naked, white/black body and thin, (biohazard/sharp) claws I flicked her on the forehead and stared intensely with my eyes and torch. there we stood, for an eternity as the world orbited around us- an unblinking, breathless battle of will and the lithe beast, at long last slithered back into the veil of obsidian black as I bared my fangs, hissed, clawed the air a

here's to another true love I found in highschool they all went away and it was just me but in the end here's to another true love and the one down the street, and the one who loved tennis, and the one who listened to hardcore and post rock. how about the one who sewed, or the one who wore all black, or the quiet one who could never talk to me even though she crouched crying yelling my name. and to my addictions you know I loved you in an odd, unconditional way, because I hated you but I knew you wouldn't change and here's to the eating paper and ice, and the obsessive compulsive mania, and the falling in love and falling apart and falling

just looking at you across the table the food isn't exactly presidential but you cooked it, I wouldn't say a thing the fact is I’m here with you and your red face green eyes knowing smile and your very presence I wouldn't want to be eating anything else

and I get this feeling here when my chest fills all up and I just cant breathe dear I know Ive made a mistake I know I shouldn't have just left you there but you wouldn't be I shouldn't even try to explain because I know you wouldn't you just wouldn't understand you will never understand

every word every phrase every joke of ill taste that I (sort of) wish I didn't say really only has one purpose and I sit here right here looking at you and just waiting for that one smile- and then you laugh, you chuckle, you giggle and at this moment right here I could just die of satisfaction